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i'm pleased to announce that.... *drum roll* i have MOVED blog!!! haha... yes. new layout, new design. was getting a bit tired of this blog design and the fact that it didn't have a proper archive system which i hope works on the new one... lol... haha. oh well... check it out!!! ***
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lit was all right today i guess... tho when i got home and looked at my E1 exercise book which had most of the answers, i didn't get a few points for Othello... but argh... who cares... i'm gonna banish that cheeky lil book into my cupboard for the rest of my holidays!!!!!! yea!!!! ***
lit papers tomorrow... i'm thoroughly unprepared. freaking out... yes and i am only left with about one day to study the whole human geog syllabus... so much for 'last-minute-hug-buddha-leg' haha... i shouldn't even be blogging... haha... this is quite bad... ***
i think i've been slacking too much... haha... went to cut hair this morning... my stylist wasn't available so i had to cut under my ex-stylist who is very (how should i put it) careful not to thin down too much of my puffy hair... but the thing is, I WANT MY HAIR THINNED DOWN MORE... yes, and she doesn't seem to be getting the picture... so she didn't do much, perhaps layered a bit more of my already layered hair... SAM... where are u? why is your offdays on friday?!?!?!!? hahaha... never mind... i'm actually quie thankful she did an ok job today... yes, esther, u must be thankful. lol. ^-^ ***
yay!!! today is thursday!!! last paper of the week!!! i'm so worn out... yes... i feel like a soldier back from the battle field... combatting the evil DOCTOR PROMOS. lol. ***
i'm tired... i'm really very tired... i'm sick and tired of myself... my attitude... my emo-ness... everytime i think of how i can mood swing so unconsciously i just feel like pulling all my hair out. ***
-Ecc 3:11a "He has made everything beautiful in its time"-
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
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toodles!
prettyinpink dreamt on 11:20 pm [comment]
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
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Monday, October 10, 2005
i can't wait for tomorrow!!!!! LIBERATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in approximately 27 and a half hours time!!! ooooo.... i can almost hear freedom calling out my name... muahahahahahaha...
i went to buy cologne for kor kor's birthday present today at holland v after lunch... then i did something very ma loo... after i paid and walked to the bus stop, i realised that the eau de toilette that i got didn't specifiy if its for men or women!!!! so i called up the store... heng i didn't throw away the receipt (yet!!!!)... it was all crumpled up in a lil ball waiting to be flung into any nearby dustbin. upon calling the shop, the manager happily told me that it was uni-sex... haha... yay... at least i didn't waste my money and time... i stood there for like half an hour sniffling and sniffling colognes like mad... from Calvin Klein to Hugo Boss before finally deciding on Adidas... haha... i'm such a clown. >.< i think my nose is spoilt le.
i shall go and take a SHORT nap... before i start. altho the short part is a bit subjective... but yes, i need to sleep. woke up at 3.30 am this morning to mug Othello... was feeling a groggy... plus, i was planning to sleep at 11.30pm last night but never really got to sleep till 1am... which is horrible... i woke up feeling as tho the stars were revolving around me and the pull of gravity on my head towards the floor was slightly more than the rest of my body... haha... actually, last night it was my own fault for not sleeping... was thinking of too many things... too many unnecessary things... and then keep other people up also... paisae...
i had a great time today at lunch at BK with the girls... pam (who left her alarm clock ringing in her lovely bag during the exam... her rewards was a special lil talk with mr eka tanu after the paper...), jolene (blur as ever... sitting on the other table in her own lil bubble as usual...), debbie (who brought her baby teeth today to show us!?!?!?!), ethel and amaria who were discussing about intellect, getting attached and scooter songs, and last but not least, matthew... (u will pay for saying that i look like the clock, whatever his name is, in Beauty and the Beast... muahahahahaha... pls la... the clock is a MALE!!!!) and the 3 beng looking gangsters that were sitting very near us, talking abt ponning school, making money and saying F every 5 minutes... oh well... yesh yesh... can't wait for promos to end... which is tomorrow!!!! yay.
the sofa is beckoning me... nap time...
toodles.
prettyinpink dreamt on 1:36 pm [comment]
Sunday, October 09, 2005
i just realised today that people actually read my blog... ok, i'm not saying that i didn't know blogs are meant for random people to read, but yea, just certain unexpected people read my blog... like... kay... today i just realised that you read my blog... yes, happiness... thank u... =) yay. do tag if u read my blog next time k??? =)
yeap... church was awesome as usual today... quite excited for band practice on friday... whoar... i'll probably stink at your house hannah, due to the fact that we have AC games on that day... i hope i don't fall asleep while playing keyboard or singing... lol... yes yes, i'm excited nonetheless...
this whole week has been a really trying week... everyone is so so so so so so busy... yeah... oh well... i'm just a bit sad that this busy-ness is gaining importance in our lives... haha...
can't wait for the exams to be over... then can go out and shop shop shop and hang out with friends and i'll be able to have my long sessions of quiet time with papa... yay... =) looking forward to that a lot...
ok i think i gotta go now... haha...
toodles.
everything i do is for Your glory Lord, and nothing else. ^-^
prettyinpink dreamt on 7:44 pm [comment]
Friday, October 07, 2005
i just realised that there's something really thought provoking for me that's pasted in front of my momsy's com:
Strong woman vs A woman of strength
- A strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape... but a woman of strength kneels in prayer to heep her soul in shape. =)
- A strong woman isn't afriad of anything... but a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear. =)
- A strong woman won't let anyone get the better of her... but a woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone. =)
- A strong woman walks sure footedly... but a woman of strength knows God will catch her when she falls. =)
- A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face... but a woman of strength wears grace. =)
- A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey... but a woman of strength has faith that it is in the journey that she will become strong. =)
wow... such powerful words... *faints* haha. i'm not sure if the above is relevent at all to u girls out there... but it is tremendously to me. i guess, in my life, there's always been this search for independence... to be THE INDEPENDENT WOMAN. lol. yes... but no, i'm not a feminist. in fact, i'm not even very feminine... lol. very chor lor... =P haha. but yes, nonetheless always aiming to be independent... and hey, guess what, many a times in my journey towards independence, i fall into the trap of being the Strong woman... i guess, the definition of strength is really questioned here... that's why the bible tells us in Isaiah 40:29-31 "He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might; he increaseth strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall: But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up on wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk , and not faint."
cool sia? haha... very encouraging... i mean... i'm sure everyone has been physically tired before... i'm totally drained from studying for promos... when our physical bodies start to show signs of tiredness, that's when we have to be really careful... cos, more often than not we are also mentally tired when we are physically tired cos our minds control our feelings. and when that happens... that's when we have to really soak and i really mean soak ourselves in God's word. because our mental tiredness will translate into spiritual tiredness soon and that is when the devil will take advantage of our weaknesses. yes... that cheeky devil. haha. don't want him getting a foothold in any part of my life... lol...
okie dokes... i think i'd better return to Othello... and urbanization... -.-
toodles.
prettyinpink dreamt on 5:32 pm [comment]
Thursday, October 06, 2005
this entry is dedicated to my dear study buddies... yes, we can make it thru this period. u girls rock man!!! i just love studying with u... today's Haagen Diaz 'Mid exam break' was excellent!!! i really enjoyed it... i don't know how i'd be able to survive these promo days with u girls... its been awesome. you people are just God's blessing to me!!!! muaks. yes, i will never ever forget the times when we study till we are all about to keel over and die... overdose of math, geog, lit, econs... whoar... and then we will take a break and laugh at Jolene's very 'interesting/' childhood experiences and how she doesn't want to have kids... and all the random lil things that just make our lives more interesting... hahahahaha... not to mention the CSAGNB (caves, stacks and stumps, arches, geos, notches, blowholes... or whatever u wanna call it.... muahahahahah...) yes... i'd never really thought that our class would bond like this... yay... true friends are found in adversities, don't u agree with me? lol.
i realise that its so hard to thank God for things when the going gets tough... or rather... when things don't go your way... like this morning... i mean, i didn't start studying for physical geog till... this morning... yes... its my own fault... i should have started it earlier... and those who take geog would know that it is as good as mission impossible to pass if u study only hours before the exam starts... but yes, the other papers needed my attention so i just put geog aside... or rather tried my best to study it but never really got to it cos the chapter that i started with was the most unfamiliar... yeap. so anyway, this morning i got up and started studying geog... and i was all prepared to die for geog today... i was practically shaking when i went into the exam venue... i was quivering with anxiety, running a slight temperature and very sure that i would come out crying... i had prayed about 3 times today that i would remember everything that i had crammed in this morning... but somehow it never seemed to be real to me... i went in with the 'Lord, whatever i do, its all for Your glory' feeling in me... cos seriously... i had zero confidence...
but i came out of the exam hall later... and felt that the paper was pretty all right... i managed it... quite all right... not that i am super sure i do well, but i felt this peace in me because i could handle the questions fairly well... and my time management for once was good. and so all glory to God... i mean, yeah. i realised that, hey, u shouldn't even put your confidence in yourself... because your confidence in everything u do should be in God... yes... and i'm not saying this cos i feel all happy and holy right now... i'm saying this cos i'm really encouraged that God's strength was truely made perfect in my weakness... and i can trust Him more now... yes... and for the coming exams... i'm gonna just do my best and put my confidence in Him.
yay. i'm feeling happy... maybe its the ice cream... ^-^ cookies and cream rocks, man!!!
toodles.
prettyinpink dreamt on 7:00 pm [comment]
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
yes, and the exam stress is making me worse... each time i think of who i am; every waking moment i remember i belong to a class called AHRED i feel strangled... and why doesn't anyone realise... i don't know... there are so many things in my mind... but... i can't say anything... i don't want to be a burden, or a load to anyone... everyone has their own share of problems already. and besides, i don't know where to start in the first place...
i surrender.................................... to you Lord.
i don't want to be called a christian but not act like one... i don't want to say things but yet never really seem to practice them... want to stop being this stupid freak. this person that sometimes even i cannot recognise...
i keep hurting people... the very people that i treasure... why can't i ever seem to do anything right? why am i always so selfish?
this pruning process is just so painful... >.<
toodles.
prettyinpink dreamt on 8:42 pm [comment]
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